Random excerpts from journal entries.
Dec. 2005 - Dec. 2006.

"I watched her sink down
Down and she was quiet,
She was calm
Then we spoke no more of love,
But of fear
And I told her how afraid I was
And she wished me luck
Before she walked away. . ."


"These shadows of midnight
Dance upon the wall
Train whistles punctuating
The silence of the night. . ."


"The day flashed by in the oncoming headlights,
And was washed away by the rain
These awkward goodbyes hold on for too long
We cup our mouths around the words we tried to say,
As the rain soaks our hair and drowns our conversations. . ."


"When the lights go down,
I will kiss you
And you will only know me
By the scent I leave on your lips. . ."


"We are lost in the Chaos that is Time. . ."


"The wheels were like feet,
And we drove standing upwards,
Striding our legs
Then the frame melted away. . ."


". . .like the time I was born
But I was not born
I was removed
Like a tumor
Like a parasite
My mother did not hold me. . ."


"I think I shall jump from the tip of the tallest tower, and swim in the clouds. . ."


"I cannot watch the elephant parade without thinking of how you used to hold me. . ."


"Memories of when we used to be free and unrestrained by this label of 'friendship' that holds all of our insides in. . ."


"It begs, it pleads, silently. . .and though you notice, you ignore. . ."


"The collision sets the spark. It starts and stops and starts, but never really ever goes anywhere. . ."


"The tree that grew sour fruit that we ate and pretended to like, just so we could climb it again. . ."


"Waves crashing, bells ringing, foghorns blasting, seagulls screaming. . ."


"Like opening a book to see my own insides painted on the canvas of someone else's life. . ."


"I suppose when the force of attraction
Equals that of repulsion
We just kind of hang here,
Suspended in mid-air. . ."